My LIFE!

xoxo21:

I honestly have the greatest time talking to you. 

You have no idea how the littlest things you say, put the biggest smile on my face. I never really realized it, but now I have. I enjoy talking to you. Exchanging witty remarks, and retorts with each other. I can’t help but laugh at how we tease each other the way we do. I can’t help falling for it. In turn, I couldn’t help falling for you as well. Whatever it is between us that we have, it’s only between you and I. That’s what makes it special for me. That’s what makes you special to me. Just thought I’d let you know.

after i ended our phone call, i had a nightmare and it makes me sad and so afraid. in my dream, u were on my back pushing me so hard i can’t move, i thought i will die. :( i hope next time we will end our talk with a happy smile not a heavy heart.. :( i am so scared, i’m trying to go back to sleep. help me.. :(